David was practicing advanced meditation, meditating on the form
of his body, sensitizing himself to channels of love. He made his mind as simple
and sentient as a young innocent, to at once express the beauty of being alive
and to feel
and be receptive to goodness all around him. His body had transformed
itself in his quest for purity, taking on athlete's spareness and beauty, and
adapting itself to the symbolic quest for which he would prepare himself. To walk
the many corners of the world and to pursue all ways at once, his body symbolically
adopted many handsome feet, a graceful plethora of beautiful, powerful legs,
upon which he
sat, the many legs cross-legged beneath him, the beautiful feet nestled
in peace
among the long muscles of the many beautiful legs. As a near-Vishnu,
his body adopted many long and graceful arms, of strength and pleasing
form—but
in symbolic deference to Vishnu, as a mark of humility and servitude his multiple
arms bore
not many hands but many large and beautiful male feet, the uppermost
of which he
touched to his lips as he chanted his mantra, eyes closed. His beautiful
feet, humble servants and carriers of the body, would find their beauty in
their service, their strength and grace deriving from their relentless work, the
many beautiful feet of David which caressed and kissed the ground with every graceful
step of their bare, gentle long soles, the handsome toes a row of subtle jewels
crowning each magnificent foot. Of those large and beautiful male feet that
were borne aloft by David's strong wrists, a deeper role would be required. They
in their own way would be vessels of love, deliverers of a tender warm touch that
transformed, sweet mediums of loving caresses that brought joy, in the humble yet
magnificent form of the beautiful male foot.
Even in his own youth David would gather students, the finest and
most gentle of
youths, whose bodies would grow muscular and tall, nourished by their
quest for love, and David-like in their transformation, whether in work or in
ardent gentle
love, expressing the consolation of gentle companionship and caring
through the power and gentle warmth of their many beautiful, sensitive feet. Robed
for ceremonies and processions, they would softly trod the monastary stones,
warming them with the gentle radiance of their many-footed steps, and with exchanged
kisses of their beautiful wristfeet and many-armed wristfooted embraces. Costumed
for dramas and traditional festivities, they would live out and vividly portray
the greates
t heights of love and the worst betrayals, with many-footed skill
and grace, entertaining each other and carrying on the cycles of devotion through
the bitter cold of the darkest seasons. Smooth-muscled and tanned during the warm
and sunny months, David and his students would celebrate the long days and warm
nights unclothed, with wine and songs and endless loving, alive with love for each
other, enwrapped in each other's beautiful arms and gently caressed by each other's
many beautiful feet and wristfeet.
On such a night I had visited the distant monastary, aroused even
in my dreams as I thought of David, longing for his visit to my room. I awakend
to the warm, large feel of a beautiful foot on my chest, then several more all over
me, and I felt his handsome weight pour upon me as his beautiful lips greeted
mine in a loving kiss. I felt my own tall, powerful form scooped up lovingly in many
long, gentle arms, caressing me with their giant, sweet wristfeet and holding
my body comfortably in their gentle warm caress.
"Thank you," David said, kissing me. I could not express my return
thanks except
by returning his wonderful kiss, and I pulled several of his large,
beautiful warm wristfeet to my lips and kissed them, knowing he was mine and loving
him for letting me be his.